I LOST THAT FUCKING PHONE!
WELL DONE!!! JUST A FEW WEEKS BEFORE IM ABOUT TO BUY MY IPHONE AND NOW I LOST THAT FUCKING PHONE!!
FUCKING CB!! ARGHSSSS!!
THAT IDIOT EVIL PERSON WHO TOOK MY PHONE JUST RETURN ME THAT FUCKING PHONE!!
THAT PHONE IS SO FUGLY AND USELESS!! NO POINT TAKING IT!!!!!

arghs, well great. my mum dont want to buy an iphone for me cause i lost a phone.
fuck my luck. cb.. arghs. feel like shit now. im gonna use my own money to buy then.
no point forcing people to get anyway.

why am i soooooooo unluckyy.. im just on my way back to school...
hardworking but piece of shit blur fuck..... whats the point............
arghs...... sians..
i lost a phone for the second time and guess what my mum say...
you lost soo many phones already!! whats the point of taking a phone!! dont use la!!
sigh. i give up. my luck sucks. i shall be phoneless. good idea.
carry a laptop around then.  maybe i will lose a laptop next.


sigh.. who is more unlucky than me... sigh....

Halloween anyone?

hmm, i never had the habit of celebrating 'treat or trick' every year. but i seem to see how much everyone can enjoy that day.
one year passed by and every single thing just changed in my life.

last year at the point of time, i just came back from shanghai and this year, i'd came back from suzhou for two months.

honestly moving on was a good choice but looking at everyone around me now... i start to fear for the worst.
is it better to fear for the worst so that you will be prepared? it seemed to be that way for me...




last tuesday, i met sarah on the bus. the first thing i know of is, polite is coming.. it starts on monday at chua chu kang ite. honestly, i have never been there before and im wondering if i should pop by.. i feel weird and was it a really good decision to give up my hobby? that's always a question i ask myself whenever i see other people having their badminton training.. but i just hope i have made the right decision to end it.

until today, i realise that blogging is really good. i used to think that everyone i know is having a good and happy life. until now, i realised im wrong. everyone out there has their own problems at some point of time because life is not perfect. by reading the blogs, i know about all the problems they met.. i really feel bad for not realising it earlier.. and now, i dont know what should i do to ask if they are alright.. always thinking that i was having the worst time of my life and neglecting my other friends.. i really feel bad.. sigh. time to think of how to show my concern..

well, first week of school just ended. hope everything will be smooth sailing for everyone!!

4th august is paul's birthday.
and its not a happy day.
got scolded by my boss for not putting make up and i got conned by the harddisk seller.

i bought a harddisk just now. got ensured that it's real and in the end, its still fake.
is it so difficult to get real stuff in china?

you celebrated my birthday with me last year.
knowing that i cant celebrate with you, before i leave i wanted to get you something.
but once again there seemed to be cold war between us.
it's so difficult to chat with you all the time. and now, i really didnt chat with you anymore.

i was wondering if i should wish you...
but i backed off after a few thoughts cause i remembered how badly our chat ended the last time.
hais.. but jiayan said that i should still wish..
so i did wish him in the end.
he might received it, he might not.
i dont really bother about the reply anymore.
i just dont wanna see him again...
the thought of him hurts me...
maybe time still did not heal my wound after all...

im heading back to sg and i only wish and pray that i will never see him again...
hmm.. but i doubt i need to wish for it cause it will come true eventually.
smart ppl always get what they want at the end of the day..

and yup, im reaching sg on the 30th aug.
really miss sg. hope things will move smoothly for me now onwardsss!!!